your assumptions and judgements hurt. I am trying to figure out life just as much as you. I’ve spent years learning about mental health, connection, and the human experience because I was so tired of letting the external world affect my inner world. having millions of people tell me who they think I am as I try and figure out who I really am..It sucks, and I cry, and I try to be better but it never matters. Even when I know the hate is simply a projection and it has nothing to do with me…it still hurts. I try not to look, but things pop up when I’m least expecting it. I feel it. I feel it all and yes I would much rather feel everything than feel numb to the world, but with that comes a lot of pain. I ask you to please think before you say something negative about someone you don’t know. We are all doing the best we can. When I get called a whore, stupid, slut, only good for her looks- I feel it in my heart, just like any of you would. We’ve all been in the position of being put down, so we can all relate when I say that it sucks no matter how strong you are.